Just one more day of this

im tired

Honestly i know im not the nicest person sometimes

and i know i can be probably THE biggest bitch,ill be the first one to admit that but all in all i really don’t deserve this. 

I’m not sure..

If anybody even my boss knows how hard i worked this weekend.Being head host sucks sometimes because its not at all what i thought it would be. It literally consist of chores that no one besides ME ever dose. I now know why courtnee wanted to quit so bad because everything I’m doing she would do its terrible. Started my new job witch will be officially opened on the 25th still really really confused. At Joe;s our big boss Rochelle is coming tomorrow and i literally cleaned out ENTIRE PLAYGROUND area took a tooth brush thing and scrubbed out all the dust and dirt and grime out of the nooks and cranny’s seriously no lie from about 7;45 after the eclipse to 11;30 so then it took me almost two hours to get all my side work done and go home.I just got home and its now 2:08am. Then on Saturday i scrubbed and de greased the rest of the floor and Friday i scrubbed and de-greased the Bars and the slide my hands are aching in pain just typing and tomorrow( i guess today) i have to open at Cantina my new job…i like it so far.. its basically just like the job i have at Joes just different uniform and different host stand rules and such. I cant wait for both paychecks so i can put braces on my teeth finally. Oh yea that reminds me that my surgery is in a week from tomorrow gosh that’s really scary. Ill be fine im sure. Ugh im just so tired and all i want to do is feel like i have slept for hours and wake up go tanning go on a hike and go swimming then  hang out with people i haven’t seen in a while and have my crazy drunken nights back. Im just always to busy and working almost every day now. On the brighter side of things Paul is gone for another two weeks, Heather finally dumped that looser and Michelle is coming home tomorrow YAY!!! 

Sorry for the rant Goodnight Tumblr :)